hourglass

hourglass {0}




Time in an hour glass. You can try to catch the sand but the gravity pulls it thru your fingers as seamless as liquid. The bottom fills at a slow pace wrapping itself around you like a hug. Eventually it feels soft against your skin. It doesn’t mean sometimes it’s not hard to breath. The(…)

Relinquish

Relinquish {0}




The past week found me locked on a stage, weed whacking in the desert amidst the dust and the chaos of explosions, in Downtown LA surrounded by car chases and in a beautiful house in Beverly Hills while people couldn’t help but jump in the pool. Each day buried under so much prep and surrounded(…)

Conversation With My Mother

Conversation With My Mother {0}




I guess it is only fitting that I spent Easter Sunday dinner today discussing religion vs. faith with my friends mother while her husband nodded continuously in agreement at both of us. It was enjoyable but it made me miss my own mother. I wish she was still here. I wonder what our conversations would(…)

Swinging Pendulum

Swinging Pendulum {0}




Even during the rants and raves it seems my common thread is holding it together. I feel the upswing and refuse to falter. Staying true to what’s important. Every tear shed a reminder of where you’ve been. Every smile your calling card. Be present. Quiet the mind. Stay humble. Be outrageous. There is only one(…)

Shadow Music

Shadow Music {0}




If there isn’t anything to say does it mean I’m listening? My socially awkward tends to like the quiet. Self consciousness my song without words. My heart the violin but a whisper under the organ of my mind. Relentless thoughts drumming past me wake me up.  Not as tired as I was has my synapsis(…)

Soul Silence

Soul Silence {0}




I’m just tired enough to know emotionally unavailable has taken over my soul. I think I’ve lost the key to where my heart is kept. Maybe you took it with you when you left. Can you see me from where you are? Dangling from the moon or dancing in the stars. I hope so. What’s(…)

Dream Sightings

Dream Sightings {0}




My truth in the moment changes with the moon… embracing my precarious nature that shall teach me something soon. Anything that will keep me from falling off the edge… perhaps it was another lifetime that has now surely past so I wonder around aimlessly seeking shelter from the vast… emptiness. The countless times I’ve seen(…)

Illumination

Illumination {0}




Love yourself and you will know hope. Hope for the best and you will know faith. Have faith and you will know your truth. Your truth will release the sun from behind the darkest clouds. Love is the light that will lead the way. Consider love your conduit to long lasting relationships. It illuminates your innate(…)

#KeepOnKeepingOn – Finding Words of Wisdom

#KeepOnKeepingOn – Finding Words of Wisdom {1}




I woke up in the morning wondering again what Bill Gates would have done. The curveballs were flying past my head like a batting cage gone array, so I did what any other crazy person would do. I ducked out of the way and got to figuring out a way to keep this going.  The(…)

No More Hiding

No More Hiding {0}




Yesterdays’ misconceptions led to silent sobriety. How can anyone know you if you don’t know yourself? Come out from hiding. Quiet reverie finds you not having sipped confidence from a bottle in a very long time.  Letting the past play out like a moving picture book in a notepad. The last page blank. You’ve arrived. What(…)